I NEVER THOUGHT I’D BE HERE
I’m retaining my momentum and writing one more blogpost this week. And within the spirit of affection that’s so common throughout this valentine’s season I assumed I’d share how love has been impacting my life on this season. I’m actually in love with somebody particular and I by no means thought I’d be right here. That somebody particular is me! As lots of you understand, the entire function of me beginning this weblog was out of the struggles I endured in my youth. I didn’t have a lot religion in myself or a lot love for myself.
The instances once I was alone was once I felt the bottom. Alone the enemy would come and whisper in my ear how nugatory, undesirable, and insignificant I used to be. The torment can be so unhealthy that I’d be crying uncontrollably and having what I now know was an nervousness assault. How I perceived myself was so broken. The hurtful phrases of others enhanced my insecurities and made loving myself almost inconceivable….till I took my energy again. I reclaimed my self-worth and constructed myself up. I discovered causes to like myself as an alternative of detest myself.
Affirmations, prayer, and reminders of God’s phrases and ideas regarding me have been integral in therapeutic my damaged locations. I now love myself as a result of I’m lovely, sturdy, resilient, clever, witty, and downright wonderful. I’m a superb buddy, I look after others, and I give of my time, treasure, and expertise. Lastly and most significantly, I AM FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE. Me loving myself, helped me to see simply how a lot I deserved love. I deserved to do issues for me and select me. Prioritizing myself is now one among my high priorities. Caring for my psychological, bodily, and emotional well being was one thing I deserved. Doing this stuff for myself made me notice simply how a lot I wouldn’t thoughts if another person prioritized me too. And identical to that, somebody particular got here my method and confirmed me the love I didn’t know I might have.
After falling in love with myself, alongside got here a life-sized Teddy bear who considers me in all the things he does. He’s compassionate, giving, and we have now a lot enjoyable collectively. However earlier than all this occurred I by no means thought it could. I don’t suppose I knew it existed and I had thought of myself “known as to be single.” I simply couldn’t think about myself in a relationship or something severe. However the precise particular person can come alongside and shift your perspective the second you start to grasp your self and simply how actually beloved you’re by God. Single, married, in a relationship, or simply relationship, no matter your standing is, be taught to embrace it and be comfortable there.
There’s nothing improper with wanting to be married however don’t make your self depressing while you’re single by doubting your self-worth, entertaining the improper firm, or feeling like love won’t ever occur. Whenever you embrace your journey, love the place you’re, issues can solely get higher. This Valentine’s day, have a good time love. Romantic love isn’t the one sort to be celebrated, however you may have a good time the love you’ve gotten for your self, your loved ones members, your pals, your coworkers and anybody else you need to have a good time. Don’t enable anybody to break your Valentine’s day. I’ve had these Valentine’s days the place I used to be stood up, waited all day for a name or perhaps a textual content with the generic phrases “Completely happy Valentine’s Day.”
I’m value a lot greater than that and I’m glad I lastly notice it.
This publish is devoted to my life-sized Teddy bear whose birthday simply so occurs to be on love day, February 14th. You make my coronary heart smile. Thanks for being you. Completely happy Birthday!
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